Vocation and Seeking Truth – The Challenge of Making a Living while Exposing and Transcending the Matrix
Over the last several years, many people have contacted me with regards to my blog articles and the films and interviews I’ve been involved in, and oftentimes ask for any insight and guidance I can provide in relation to their personal struggles. I always do my best to reply to every email and message I receive, and I can usually answer general questions and subjects in this manner – however, giving feedback when it comes to more personal matters (or going deeper into certain topics) is of limited value when the medium of communication involves electronic interaction and/or the written word in general.
This past year has seen more and more people reaching out to me, and also inquiring if I offer Skype sessions. Having worked with a lot of individuals in a one-on-one capacity via my career as a professional bodyworker for over a decade and counting, and helping them with their individual healing process (which oftentimes turned into counseling sessions as well), I felt it was a good idea to expand the services I provide – answering “the call”, so to speak.
I’ve recently begun to provide these structured Skype/FaceTime sessions to individuals from around world on a consistent basis, with (thankfully) great results. The sessions – and positive feedback – have now encouraged me to officially start offering “holistic coaching” services as well.
Amongst the many questions people direct my way, this one stood out for me as being very pertinent to the times we all find ourselves in:
“Hello Bernhard, I have been watching your many posts for several month and share most of your views. As I am about to complete the first of many trainings in bodywork (perhaps the first most rewarding work I ever done for pay) I was wondering if your choice to speak your truth on Facebook has impacted negatively your ability to earn a living in bodywork,or perhaps (hopefully) assisted you in finding like-minded clients.”
Since others may have similar concerns to those expressed, above, I thought it prudent to publish my reply on this blog and elaborate upon its various aspects. My response relates (for the most part) to my particular line of work, but it can also provide insights for those involved in other professions as well.
It is often the case that those people who are engaged in sincere self-work – and seeking truth whilst walking upon their individual path of “Awakening” – experience a conflict between the demands involved in “making a living” (i.e., their job/work/career) and staying true to themselves: speaking out about the injustices in the world and exploring topics that may trigger others, since they fall outside the walls of the reality box that reinforces mainstream cult-ure and society. There is fear here – an apprehension with regards to what others may think of us and our views, or even the possibility of losing one’s job for publicly sharing certain views.
With regards to the question asked by the person above, “if my choice to speak my truth on Facebook/online has negatively impacted my ability to earn a living in bodywork”, I actually never really thought about it, and I wouldn’t know, since I have always been outspoken in discussing a wide variety of subjects. Conscience – as opposed to “career status”- is my guide.
Sure, I may have lost some potential clients because of this trait, but it has also assisted me in “attracting” the “right” clients; genuine people who are also questioning consensus reality, the matrix, and are receptive to going deeper into the self-work/awakening process from a holistic perspective. But I also really don’t care either way, since staying true to myself is the most important aspect of my character; this expression of my deepest being helps to determine the quality of both my bodywork and the other services I provide.
“This above all: to thine own self be true, And it must follow, as the night the day, Thou canst not then be false to any man.”
To elaborate further:
My clients come to me from all walks of life. Some don’t earn much money at all, while others are very wealthy; regardless, I work with everyone, and no one has been turned away if they can’t afford my standard rates, since I offer a “sliding scale” (or barter options) for those who are truly financially challenged. My clientele is based, for the most part, on “word of mouth” recommendations.
Most of my bodywork clients have no idea what I post on Facebook or what I write about on my blog. I don’t always share with my clients what I do “on the side” and how outspoken I am about my views. I’m very considerate about establishing boundaries between these two worlds, and it’s only in rare cases – if it comes up in conversation, or if it is asked for – that I share my online work with clients…but I never instigate such sharing. In fact, many of these ‘off the cuff’ conversations have helped my clients in their healing process as well, because they are struggling to adapt to a sick society and have lost themselves in its programming.
Ironically, a lot of issues in their bodies are a result of the normalization of pathology within our society; of not being true to themselves, but instead trying desperately to “fit in”; of suppressing what they truly think and how they really feel about many aspects of the realities they experience, both within their own lives and in the world at large. This “split” in conscious awareness manifests as symptoms within the body, with all kinds of chronic conditions, dis-ease, and emotional trauma (stress, anxiety, depression, etc.,) rising to the surface.
I have no doubt that I could possibly lose some clients if they knew about my opinions and views surrounding certain topics, and perhaps I already have – but that really has no reflection upon my skills and talents as a bodyworker.
There is much to be said about “external consideration” and “strategic enclosure”, and some people have to be more careful about what they talk about publicly, especially if they don’t work for themselves (or have a family they need to support). This rationale is fully understood, and a wise course to take.
“External Consideration” means adapting to the worldview/beliefs of another person, and thus not pushing information onto someone who didn’t ask for it in the first place. Sometimes, this approach involves supporting other peoples’ ‘illusions’ because they are not ready to hear the truth, let alone be assisted in becoming “un-plugged” from the Matrix Control System. In esoteric terms, “Giving without (sincere) asking” is a violation of free will. It may interfere with the soul lesson/path of the other person involved – an individual who needs to learn certain lessons for him/herself, even if that entails long periods of suffering and struggle.
In this context, we cannot “do” anything for another person, nor “save” them – if they are not engaged in the process of sincere self-work and earnestly seeking truth for themselves, it will most likely be counterproductive to engage them with a contrasting point of view. The “asking” part of the equation doesn’t have to be verbal in nature – it depends upon the situation and context. On the other hand, not every “asking” cue is sincere, so trusting one’s intuitive hunches regarding what to share (and what to withhold) is important; simply being “curious” is not a sincere form of “asking”.
“To those people who simply pry into the occult from mere curiosity, we have nothing to say. They will obtain just as much as they deserve, and nothing more. “Ask and ye shall receive, seek and ye shall find, knock and it shall be opened unto you” is equally as true today, in relation to esoteric knowledge, as it was 2000 years ago. …
It invariably presupposes that the supplicator and the knocker are in real earnest, and that they seek only to satisfy the deep yearnings of the immortal soul. The doorkeeper, or guardian of the temple of truth is as mute as a granite rock to all others. They may supplicate, they may shout and bawl until they are hoarse, they may knock and buffet the door until they rouse a nation with their clamour, and if they approach in any other spirit than [earnest desire to satisfy the deep yearnings of the immortal soul], it is all to no purpose. We can never take the Kingdom of Heaven by storm.”
– “The Hermetic Brotherhood of Luxor: Initiatic and Historical Documents of an Order of Practical Occultism” by Joscelyn Godwin
“Strategic Enclosure” relates to having a strategy regarding how to present information that may challenge another’s belief systems. Sometimes it is more productive to remain silent than to drop “knowledge bombs” on an unsuspecting mind, let alone trying to convince another person through argument and debate. This also ties into the saying “Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces” – such is the biblical description of “cognitive dissonance” in its most basic of terms.
“Sometimes people hold core belief that is very strong. When they are presented with evidence that works against that belief, the new evidence cannot be accepted. It would create a feeling that is extremely uncomfortable, called cognitive dissonance. And because it is so important to protect the core belief, they will rationalize, ignore and even deny anything that doesn’t fit with the core belief.”
– Fritz Fanon
In order to find relief from that “uncomfortable feeling” which some people experience when presented with information that conflicts with their conditioned world view and beliefs – the ones which they build an identity around and emotionally-resonate with – such individuals tend to attack the person who presents the information without ever addressing what has been said. This is the classic ‘ad hominem’ logical fallacy, a tactic which would be very familiar to people who read a lot of internet ‘interactions’.
“The Matrix is a system, Neo. That system is our enemy. But when you’re inside, you look around, what do you see? Businessmen, teachers, lawyers, carpenters. The very minds of the people we are trying to save. But until we do, these people are still a part of that system and that makes them our enemy. You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inured, so hopelessly dependent on the system, that they will fight to protect it. The Matrix is everywhere. It is all around us.You can see it when you look out your window or when you turn on your television. You can feel it when you go to work… when you go to church… when you pay your taxes. It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth.”
– Morpheus, “The Matrix”
At the same time, I also feel (and have seen) that the ideas of “external consideration” and “strategic enclosure” have been used as a buffer, an avoidance strategy, and a rationale to excuse people from being outspoken about those important issues which our world is facing in this day and age – or even with regards to what we truly think and feel, our own sense of vulnerability and openness. Oftentimes, there is this irrational fear and paranoia about what others may think of us as individuals if one is more outspoken – allowing opinions to frame our own sense of self-worth.
However, that (illusory) fear is actually one of the reasons why more people are not standing up for truth – a stance which would help the world in so many tangible ways, and therefore help themselves as well. It ties into the subject of people’s tunnel vision (reinforced by the matrix-programmed virus of blinkered self-interest), which is solely focused on making money and ‘building’ their career in order to prop up their social status/image, gain popularity, and “win new friends”.
This is the socially conditioned view of “success” at all costs, even if it means they “sell/lose their soul” (so to speak) by concentrating all of their energy on running in the “rat race”. This fear is what the powers-that-be rely upon to maintain control, and they heavily promote it through various means in order to keep the masses preoccupied, obedient and imprisoned by their own free (if manipulated) will.
It’s not a black or white ‘universal’ scenario, and each situation and person is different. Everyone needs to decide for themselves how to go about speaking their truth, and they should check in with their conscience and balance their desire to express their insights and concerns with the realities of their particular life situation. I’m not here to tell people what they “should” do.
Speaking of fear, it is good to remember that this low-vibrational mindset is based upon a projected, narrow and self-limiting understanding of time – in this case, hesitantly-anticipating a future event; thus, it’s an illusory psychological fear that has nothing to do with the present moment and the infinite possibilities that lay ahead. Our monkey mind can manufacture all kinds of “what if” scenarios and projections, but in doing so, it reveals that our conscious awareness is caught in a linear (entropic) time ‘prison’ and cannot possibly foresee the future in detail.
Such a limiting perspective completely ignores the intuitive wisdom contained in our own unique soul purpose; the lessons we need to learn; and the talents we are here to develop as embodied individuals during this time of transition. Fear is literally an illusion, rooted in the terror surrounding death, and stemming from debilitating ego identification. Danger can be real (as is our in-built ‘fight or flight’ response to it), but the fear which lies at the heart of ‘analysis paralysis’ is ultimately a choice.
Feeling anxiety and fear at times is a normal physiological condition, especially during this era of accelerating energies, as more information is coming to light out of the shadows of history. Don’t judge yourself when you feel fear or anxiety – don’t suppress/escape it and don’t fight it, either; in fact, go into it, surrender to the sensations, feel it from a non-reactive, non-judgmental place, and let it reveal what needs exposure to your awareness. You will soon see what is behind this particular frequency, and thus come to understand that there was nothing to fear all along.
It is an essential part of all shadow work and healing: the transmuting of darkness into light – of lead into gold. What we fear usually reveals a critical aspect of our own shadow, and thus, where our most important self-work lies. The key to this process is to get into the body, to access the present moment, and establish a connection to spirit/higher self, thereby letting go of any shadow stuff, conditioned beliefs and ego identifications in the process. It is in this way that we anchor our essential nature to the higher frequencies of manifest creation, as we become sovereign beings within our “I AM” presence – our multidimensional wholeness.
Ultimately, this journey is about trusting our own intuitive guidance system, a gift which is located in the gut – specifically, the pelvic floor, known as the seat of female Being – as opposed to the brain/head (and its relentlessly-churning thoughts). This ‘second brain’ shows us where we need to go (or where we need to avoid going), and what we need to do (or avoid doing) for our unique soul evolution to expand and evolve. It’s not just a feeling, but a deeper embodied knowing; and it’s a process that is different for each of us. These are the times we find ourselves in; it’s like a spiritual rebirth: the old needs to fall away before the new can emerge, both within and without.
“The impression we have that our experience of consciousness reveals its full and true nature is akin to our belief that our experience of reality reveals its full and true nature. But we only experience reality as our senses reveal it to us. If I throw a stick for my dog into a pile of sticks, she knows just which one I’ve thrown. She so easily smells the trace of my hand on it that it may as well be painted fluorescent orange. A dog’s nose detects smells more sensitively than any man-made machine can. What a dog reads on a breeze or a bush is invisible to us. A snake smells the world in stereo. The world as seen by a fly or as heard by a dolphin would be unrecognizable to us.
What we accept as reality is to the whole as a single needle is to a towering redwood. We sort of know that – or remember it every once in a while. But when it comes to our understanding of what thinking is, we remain trapped within the box of our assumptions, blind to the fluorescent orange occurrences flourishing all around us. We are even mostly blind to the thinking that courses through the intelligence of the body, because its language of thought is sensation rather than abstraction. It’s worth noting, in that regard, that our word ‘sensation’ derives from a Latin root, sentire, which means “to think, to feel.” Before we confined our thinking in the head and severed it from feeling, thinking and feeling were recognized as one.”
– Phillip Shepherd
In my personal career, I work on so many different people, and this aspect of my work has offered up an amazing lesson in compassion and empathy with regards to the human tendency to stereotype others. For example, about seven years ago I worked on a close personal friend of former Republican president George W. Bush at a “high-end” retreat center. The owner of the center knew about my “outspoken public work”, and actually likes it a lot (as she holds similar views), but prior to this particular bodywork session she pulled me aside, told me who he was, and said: “Bernhard, please don’t tell this man anything about your political views!” I was laughing, because I never do that anyway at her retreat center. However, since she told me that he was a close friend of Bush, I had some judgment coming up within my psyche, and thought to myself, “Oh boy, I just want to get this over with and be done with the session”.
During the treatment session, something unexpected and beautiful happened. Towards the end of the session, this older man began to cry – he was clearly processing some suppressed sadness and grief. It was very touching to see. After the session was finished, he gave me a big hug and thanked me. He told me that he was going through a lot, and that my massage was like a “symphony” (he’s a well-known musician), helping him to process – and ultimately release – something that he was struggling with for a long time.
It was a humbling experience. I wondered what would have happened had this man been made aware of my “political views”? Would he have “outed” me and complained to the retreat owner, refusing to be massaged by me? Or maybe he had already started to question a lot of those same topics himself? I’ll never know the answers, and it doesn’t matter; the point remains this: just because this fellow was a close friend of George Bush, it doesn’t mean he is devoid of feelings, and can’t be helped through submitting to any kind of healing work he’s open to… nor did it matter that we (possibly) had very opposing views on politics. None of these extraneous possibilities had anything to do with what happened in that moment, or in my practice as a bodyworker. So it was a good lesson for me to not judge anyone by their associations or the work they do.
Over the years, I have performed treatments on some very rich Wall Street bankers, lawyers, CEOs, celebrities, and others who could be considered part of “the elite”. Well, it is my observation that not all of these ‘elite’ individuals are “psychopaths”, but are, rather, struggling in their own ways, even if they live in a very different reality than most of us. Indeed, some of them have so much money that they can literally afford anything, anytime, for the next 10 lifetimes. Some of them actually regret how they’ve spent their lives, and try to find a deeper meaning in their current existence, as they have shared these ‘confessions’ with me during a session.
Many of these wealthy people and so-called “celebrities” I have worked on are very wounded and lost individuals, and it certainly shows that money and fame does not automatically bring happiness or fulfillment – far from it. While many of the elite may as well be psychopathic/sociopathic and lost in greed – and honestly, those kinds of people wouldn’t seek out this kind of healing work anyway, for they don’t see anything “wrong” with them and don’t even suffer due to their lack of emotional capacities – it is not a black or white scenario, and sometimes we really do not know anything about a person until we meet him/her personally.
Having conducted bodywork sessions with thousands of people over the years, one thing I can say for sure is that the body (and energetic impressions within people) reveals way more than what we can see from the public persona (or what we know from the internet) with regards to human beings we’ve never met. Judging someone (positively or negatively) based solely upon social media interaction – typing words on a screen in lieu of face-to-face connection – can be very deceiving in that regard.
Over the years, there have also been surprising and amazing conversations with certain clients in regards to the topics I speak (and write) about. During a bodywork session, some clients feel the need to talk because they have no one else to talk to about certain subjects, and many of them have revealed things to me that not even their spouse or family members know about: personal struggles, or relating to the state of the world. I never instigate such moments, but if I am asked to respond, I carefully share some of my own views, which is oftentimes such a relief for them to hear. On occasion, it’s simply about holding space for some people who simply want to be heard without judgment or even feedback, so that they can just let out their frustration and feel safe in their vulnerability.
Many of these “discussions” turn into a coaching/counseling session as well, and for some of these clients, I will also provide links to my blog and films. Based on feedback I’ve received from them, these interactions helped them in their process of identifying and contextualizing what they felt all along, but couldn’t share with anyone before (due to that aforementioned socio-cultural fear factor).
Another question that came up in a discussion on Facebook (and it’s one that I’m being asked a lot about in my one-on-one sessions) was this:
“Bernhard, have you found yourself or your loved ones more ‘on the radar’ of dark forces (Archons, flyers, humans influenced by these negative forces, etc) as a result of publicly influencing the world in a positive or more “service to others” way? I ask because I think it’s happening to us, and my husband is suggesting that we stop “putting it out there” for the world because it seems we’re coming under attack. I am really on the fence about what to do.”
My life has certainly not been a “walk in the park”, especially since I started speaking out in a more public manner about the deeper workings of the Matrix. There have been many attacks which I’ve been subjected to – in regards to both cultural shaming as well as hyperdimensional/psychic assaults, especially at the beginning of my current path; I have written about some of these experiences on my blog. Even just in the past year, it has felt at times like being under constant siege with regards to hypderdimensional warfare. These events dragged me into a downward spiral filled with suicidal thoughts and despair, to the point that I seriously considered deleting my blog and films – which was exactly “their” intention.
However, attacks are inevitable whilst taking on the quest for truth and awakening – the “General Law”, the hyperdimensional matrix control system, and the ego-slumber of the collective consciousness will always try to counteract and suppress any attempt to “escape” from the manufactured ‘reality’ (while simultaneously anchoring to a higher frequency). This is most often achieved by working through other people – individuals who are being used as “matrix agents” without their conscious awareness. It’s therefore important to never take such machinations to heart, or to make it personal. As a shaman woman I worked with told me: “It’s just part of the occupational hazard that comes with the work you do. You have to deal with it, and can’t complain – because you chose to be here and accepted your mission before you incarnated.”
Attacks can take on various forms and levels of intensity. In one sense, you can judge that you are on the “right track” if you are getting attacked (unless you go about your role like a “martyr” with a “savior complex” and therefore are just “asking for it”, which also ties into the “self-importance” topic). To make a decision to avoid “putting it out there for the world because it seems we’re coming under attack” is less-than-constructive idea, for that is exactly what these forces’ intentions are (via the channels of intimidation, ridicule and psychic warfare). They want you to be silent. They want you to be afraid. They want certain knowledge to be suppressed.
Even the word “attack” is not the best term to use, for it implies “victimization”, and can result in feeling powerless and projecting blame outwardly. What I’ve found is that all of the struggles and “attacks” I have dealt with were, in fact, “initiations”, for these forces (whether they be working through others or targeting us directly) always focus on our wounds, our weaknesses and our blind spots.
Therefore, you can actually utilize these disruptive vibrations as “teachers” in order to learn more about yourself; taking complete responsibility for your life and working on your “stuff” in order to become fully embodied, raising your frequency in the process so that there is no “leakage” in your energy field (which is what these forces target). As the saying goes, what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.
Sometimes, a different strategy is needed. There is a time to be silent and a time to speak out…Although I must emphasize that I am not supportive of tactics which involve pushing information onto others (I learned that the hard way myself). All of this goes back to external consideration and strategic enclosure. Cautious awareness is also required when it comes to avoiding the “trap of the revolutionary mind”, which leads to an individual getting caught up in chasing shadows on the cave wall (and getting reactionary in their analysis) as they “fight” the matrix on a solely 3D level.
On the other hand, people who are not a threat to the Matrix Control System won’t get attacked (nor will they be given any noticeable attention) because it’s simply not necessary. They can have the most successful life in purely Matrix terms (money, fame, happy family life, etc.), but in the end they are still a part of the Matrix ‘fabric’ and its mechanical influence: ‘dreaming to be awake’.
“Man was compared to a cell of organic life on Earth. Because he belongs to this organism, man is subject to the General Law, and it is only when he has escaped it that he is elevated to the Law of Exception. We are not aware of how much we are bound by the action of the General Law. Acting on us as it does on our cells, this law immobilizes us or constantly tends to bring us back to our place. Its strength leaves us little freedom of action outside the limits of its direction and scope. It acts in various ways. One can say that if man lives ‘like everyone else’, if he does not venture off the beaten track, he will never perceive the existence of this force, or rather this force will ignore him.
But if his enterprises are out of the ordinary, no matter what field they are in, but especially in esotericism, this force begins to act, and stirs up all sorts of obstacles in order to bring him back to the point where — according to the General Law — he must reside. Even without knowing this force, we have an intuition of its existence and of the many forms which clothe it.
Thus, if this conservative force, which is the servant of the General Law, does not succeed in ‘calming’ man by acting directly upon him, it tries to reach him indirectly through the people of his household, either through the feelings they invoke or the coolness and contempt they openly show him. As long as it is not mastered, the force of illusion keeps each one of us in his place, obliging him most often to mistake the false for the true.
Submerged in unreality, instead of advancing, man marks time; one step forward and two steps backwards; two steps forward and one step backwards, and so on. We generally agree to recognize the existence of the danger of Illusion, but rather theoretically; most often, we see its action on those round about us, but not on ourselves. We continue to live day by day in the same old way, so that the power we know as the Devil still triumphs. Whatever name we give it, it remains ever-present.
We live in an artificial, illusory world. The power of illusion which chains us exerts its action individually on each one of us, as well as collectively. Each mind is falsified in a way peculiar to it. What can be the outcome of such a situation? If we keep quietly to our place, human careers open to us … just as long as we stay far away from the void. We may have a happy or unhappy life; a family life; a life of loves; we may make discoveries, travel, write. Then comes the end. Our reasoning starts to become more realistic if our attention is concentrated on this end. Everything can happen to us in life; or nothing. Our aspirations can be fulfilled or unfulfilled, but there is a sure end, which is death.”
– Boris Mouravieff, Gnosis
It’s also one thing to speak out about general topics like GMOs, environmental issues, and politics (while hypocritically supporting the political system by getting caught up in the same old left vs right illusion) as we see in the popular “progressive/liberal” movement these days. However, once you start speaking out about the illusion of the two party paradigm, or choice through voting; questioning the need for government (statism), the official 9/11 story, or even Zionism and the official history of World War II (which definitely attracts more attack and ridicule than the usual topics most people concern themselves with), you will encounter more concentrated opposition. Then there is, of course, the topic of genetic psychopathy and psychopaths in power (who are, by the way, the perfect “vehicles” for the hyperdimensional overlords to work through), which causes a lot of resistance, since most people believe all humans are born equal and share the same essential human qualities.
To be clear, it’s important to speak out about the more transparent issues our world is facing, given the unfortunate fact that such issues are still not obvious to most people…sometimes, you’ve got to reach people on that “surface” level before going straight into the fringe aspects of these matters and the deeper, hidden aspects of the Matrix Control System.
However, what I have noticed in my life (as well as in the lives of others) is that once you expose the “topic of all topics” (i.e., the hyperdimensional control and manipulation of humanity) – which is the root cause of the many other issues that are merely the symptoms (“shadows on the wall”) – the “control system” (a.k.a. General Law) goes into over-drive and attacks these people even more intensely, usually through other humans but occasionally through direct psychic/hyperdimensional attacks.
Researching the topic of Organic Portals and Spiritless Humans – as well as the frequency of “Evil” – are also key elements of understanding, for “Evil” cannot be fully eradicated within our level of existence. It is part of the duality which serves its purpose, and it is also an expression of the “One” or “God”. Hence, a person who is trying to “save the word” or “save people” without understanding the bigger picture can see their efforts back-fire on themselves. Not everyone can be “saved”, nor is everyone here to awaken. It comes back to the principle of free will, despite all of the deceptions placed in its way.
“An important point here is: this Negative consciousness arises from the “self viewing self” at the instant of creation and is, therefore, an integral part of creation. It cannot be separated from it because it exists only because of Positive creative inception. Neither can exist without the other. It’s that simple.
Negative consciousness is the SELFness of creation – the gravity that draws all that exists back to itself. It is the aspect of the ONE involved in contemplation and rejection of creativity in its own heart, frozen in that moment of “vertigo” experienced at the outrush of creative energy.
And, because this “state of consciousness” occurs in conjunction with, and precisely because of, Creative potential, or OTHERness, and is, in fact, identified through that factor, it cannot be “done away with” without ALL returning to The ONE and just “going back to sleep.” Thus we see that the efforts to “save the world” via “punishment of the wicked,” or “conversion to the light” or “spiritualizing matter with love,” are all expressions of the fundamental desire to UNDO CREATION; to KILL GOD!
Through the idea that “evil/darkness” is a rebellion, a fault, a thing to be done away with, the “twist” is introduced that lays the groundwork for domination and absorption.”
– Michael Topper, The Positive/Negative Realms of Higher Densities
However, if one stays sincere in the process of seeking truth (especially in terms of embodiment and self-work) and has faith and trust in their heart-centered journey, there comes a point where one’s frequency is no longer a match for those negative forces that may be attacking them.
This relates to the frequency resonance vibration of the individual (level of Be-ing) – hence, such attacks lessen or stop completely as an individual maintains their commitment to the process of transcendence or “ascension”: to be in this world, but not of it.
This state has nothing to do with trying to be “positive”, “thinking positive thoughts” and “ignoring the negative” (as we see promoted in the “New Age” religion). In fact, that attitude plays right into the hands of the matrix controllers. These protection capabilities and transcendence harmonics are attained by going into the “underworld”, doing shadow work, facing one’s fears, seeking truth, understanding “evil” and the hyperdimensional manipulation of humanity, becoming embodied, fusing the inner masculine and feminine vibrations, and many other processes which serve to clear out the vessel for higher frequencies to be invited in and anchored, thereby connecting the individual to spirit/higher self. The only way out is through.
In essence, this is the path of “ascension”, the mythological/symbolical search for the “Holy Grail” or the alchemical transmutation of lead into gold (‘Philosopher’s Stone’). It’s about reconnecting to our original blueprint prior to humanity’s endless genetic modifications and enslavement, which came about through the actions of forces that took ownership of the earth and its denizens in the most distant of pasts.
“Popular projections of what a transformation in consciousness is going to look like are, in most cases, a revamp of ‘the box’. A bigger, better box in which there is an upgrading of the paradigm that improves the conditions in which we can indulge our addictions in a ‘green’ way. As essential as ecological awareness is, it is not enough. The new paradigm cannot be actualized from the intellectual abstraction of a dualistic interpretation of a ‘better world’, built on the infrastructure of the existing mutant matrix which generates this paradigm.
The full human blueprint, prior to our genetic modification, already exists and is etherically present in every cell of our bodies. Resurrect the full divine immortal human blueprint and you will realize the visual, audible feed-back of the true space-time continuum… a transcendent paradigm for the human design that is the sensory organ for planetary ascension – as Earth is the sensory organ for human ascension.
The new paradigm cannot be interpreted and determined as a theory, but as a living frequency returned to the only instrument on which we can experience the truth of creation: our bodies.“
– Juliet Carter, Worldbridger
At the same time, I’ve also found that there is both guidance and assistance (delivered in unexpected ways) along this path, just as long as we have faith that whatever comes at us has a purpose and contains lessons we need to learn, even if those lessons entail a lot of struggle and discomfort. There is divine help and grace found embedded within all that comprises this roller coaster called life. We are far more powerful than “they” want us to believe, which partly explains their intimidation tactics and psychic attacks.
One of my teachers used to say: “Bernhard, if you align yourself with truth, the universe will always support you“. I can attest to the validity of that insight, as the “universe” has always brought me the “right” clients who needed to receive what I offer, as well as guiding me (in my own life path) to the right teacher, healer, book, philosophy, opportunity, etc., via unforeseen synchronicites – but ONLY as long as I was “asking sincerely” through my own efforts, self-work and inquisitive nature.
That’s also why I don’t believe in comparison, competition or relentless advertising/marketing. Other than having a website and Facebook page, I don’t market my work, and when I tried to do so in the past (due to low self-esteem, getting caught up in “Matrix thinking” and not trusting myself), I hardly got any clients from it, let alone clients that were a good “match” for my healing modalities. It’s all word of mouth anyway, and as long as I stay true to myself, I feel secure in knowing that I’m being cared for (on an unseen level).
There is a mystery to life which the mind of the head cannot rationally understand or control. In fact, it is “afraid” of this ‘unknown’ because it wants to be in a position of dominance (which it confuses with safety). But the Tao cannot be controlled nor directed; it is the river of life in this multidimensional reality which never sits still. For me, it’s never been about asking the question, “how can I attract more clients”, it’s always been about seeking the answer to the query, “how can I become better at what I do; learn more; seek truth; express who I truly am and what I love doing; embrace my own process of embodiment and alignment to my purpose for being here – my own inner guidance, that is connected to spirit/higher self.” It’s a continuing process, and it always will be.
An important part of my development involves acknowledging that my work is not for everyone, and that I am not intending to reach “a wide audience”, let alone the “mainstream” (for reasons that should be obvious when understanding the deeper/metaphysical workings of the Matrix Control System). In such matters, it’s about the frequency match between therapist/counselor and client. If I can see from the outset that my approach is not really beneficial for a particular person, or that we are not a good “match”, I refer him/her to other practitioners in my network who work with other modalities and have a different methodology that may suit them better. In this way, I feel I am honoring my gifts as well as my limitations.
The more that we are embodied – the more we are humbly aligned with our true self, without pretending to be someone we’re not in order to “get clients” or be “liked” or “win friends” – the greater the opportunities we will have to attract the right people into our lives, as well any “success” or “abundance” (which is often mistaken for money alone) that we genuinely seek to attain. This has been my experience, anyway. As far as I’m concerned, this is the best “marketing strategy” for life in general:
All of which will greatly assist you in aligning with your individual purpose for being here.
To close, here’s one of my personal inspirations for daily life:
Five strivings for daily effort by G.I. Gurdjieff:
1. Preserve your life
Be just to the planetary body; satisfy its needs; treat it as a good master treats a good servant, not being overly indulgent and conditioned by physical desires, the stomach and sex organs.
2. Develop yourself
Constant, unflagging instinctive need for self-perfection and self-knowledge in the sense of Being, striving for the attainment of the real “I,” one’s individuality.
3. Find your place in the scheme
Understand the meaning and aim of existence, seeking after truth about self and the nature of the world, striving to understand the fundamental cosmic laws which create and sustain life.
4. Pay back
To lighten the load of the Creator, pay back in gratitude and effort for the fact that Evolution has helped you to get this far, overcoming egoism and striving to lessen the suffering and unhappiness within the world.
5. Help others to develop
Assist and help others towards their self-perfection, to attaining real “I.”
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By Bernhard Guenther
Girl’s Father Tortured Her for a Decade to Make Her ‘Superhuman’
At least twice a week, an 8-year-old Maude Julien was made to grasp an electric fence for 10 minutes at a time without betraying any feeling — no twitching or grimacing, not even a blink.
The cruel ritual, supervised by her father, was considered a test of her willpower as he sought to turn her into the “ultimate survivor.”
“I held on with both hands, and it was most important to show no reaction at the moment of the power surges,” recalled Julien, now 60, to The Post. “I had to stay impassive.”
As if that weren’t disturbing enough, once a month, the little girl was locked overnight in a rat-infested cellar to “meditate about death.”
Julien, now a grandmother living in Paris, has chronicled her horrifying childhood in the memoir “The Only Girl in the World” (Little Brown, out Tuesday).
According to the book, she spent 18 years being mind-controlled by her paranoid dad, who belonged to an esoteric lodge of Freemasonry that dabbled in the occult and subscribed to a mishmash of oddball philosophies. He believed in a fallen world and thought that there would one day be an uprising of evil. In his mind, Maude had been chosen as a leader and his protector.
“He was most definitely insane and an alcoholic,” said Julien of her father, Louis Didier, who died in 1981 at age 79.
Didier, who became relatively wealthy from selling transport stock after World War II, created Maude for his own twisted purposes. It started when he adopted a 6-year-old girl, Jeannine, in 1936, then groomed her to become his wife.
In November 1957, Jeannine gave birth to the child whom her husband would put through experiments to raise the perfect “superhuman.”
The trio lived in an isolated mansion in northern France, where Julien was home-schooled and subjected to Didier’s countless “endurance tests.” These ranged from being dangled over a cliff and assisting in the slaughter of livestock, to drinking whiskey before having to walk in a straight line.
To this day, Julien has liver damage from all the alcohol her father forced on her.
For 10 years, between the ages 3 and 13, she was sexually abused by a laborer who worked on the estate.
Meanwhile, Julien was forbidden from leaving the compound for nearly a decade. Her only companions were her dog and two ponies whom she adored.
“I really think that, without my animals, I wouldn’t be alive today,” she said. “They gave me physical contact and warmth because nobody [in my family] was allowed to touch each other in the house.
“I learned love and compassion from them.”
She sought solace in books, though Didier dictated what she read. Eventually she became fond of Dostoyevsky and, particularly, “The Count of Monte Cristo” by Alexandre Dumas — which inspired Julien to dream of her escape.
Amazingly, despite the mind control and hypnosis, the girl resisted being totally drawn into her father’s “cult of three.” But she suffered from self-loathing and took to self-harm as a coping mechanism.
Mercifully, her savior came in 1972 in the form of a music tutor, Andre Molin, who arrived to teach her how to play the accordion and piano.
“He played along with my father for three years to gain his trust,” explained Julien of how Molin eventually helped free her from the house. “Then he got my dad’s permission to teach me at his shop in a nearby town and I eventually got a job there.”
When Julie was 18, Didier allowed her to wed a young musician she’d met during classes — with the caveat that she’d leave him after six months and return home a virgin.
She seized the opportunity and fled for good.
The six-year marriage produced a daughter, now 35. Julien later settled down with another man and had a second daughter in 1990. Julien is still estranged from her own mother, to whom the memoir is dedicated.
“She is a victim and I sent the book to her with a note,” she said. “She didn’t react directly but I heard through intermediaries that she was afraid and wasn’t happy I wrote it.”
Over the years, Julien has received intensive therapy to help cope with the traumas of the past. After receiving her psychology degree, she now treats patients of her own.
She admits that writing her memoir triggered flashbacks to her childhood horrors. But she’s relieved her story’s being published. She said: “I really want it to be a book of hope — I consider it an escape manual.”
House of Horrors: The CIA, Dr. Gottlieb and MK-Ultra
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The death (or possibly murder) of Frank Olson was but a hint of the enormous secret CIA program of research into techniques of mind alteration and control. The whole enterprise was assigned the code-name MK-ULTRA and was run out of the CIA's Technical Services Division, headed in the 1950s by Willis Gibbons, a former executive of the US Rubber Company. In the division's laboratories and workshops researchers labored on poisons, gadgets designed to maim and kill, techniques of torture and implements to carry such techniques to agonizing fruition. Here also were developed surveillance equipment and kindred tools of the espionage trade. All of these activities made the Technical Services Division a vital partner of the covert operations wing of the Agency.
Within Technical Services MK-ULTRA projects came under the control of the Chemical Division, headed from 1951 to 1956 by Dr. Sidney Gottlieb, a New York Jew who received his doctorate in chemistry from California Tech. Born with a clubfoot and afflicted with a severe stammer, Gottlieb pushed himself with unremitting intensity. Despite his physical affliction he was an ardent square dancer and exponent of the polka, capering across many a dance floor and dragging visiting psychiatrists and chemists on terpsichorean trysts where appalling plans of mind control were ruminated amidst the blare of the bands.
Gottlieb and his wife, a fundamentalist Christian, lived on a farm in the Shenandoah Mountains in northern Virginia. Their house was a former slave quarters, and Gottlieb rose every morning before sunrise to milk his herd of goats.
As was demonstrated in the Olson affair, Gottlieb had powerful friends inside the Agency, notably Richard Helms, at that time deputy director for covert operations. MK-ULTRA was created on April 13, 1953, when CIA director Allen Dulles approved Helms's proposal to develop the "covert use" of biological and chemical materials. The code-name ULTRA may have been an echo from Helms's and Dulles's OSS days, when ULTRA (the breaking of the primary German code) represented one of the biggest secrets of World War II.
Gottlieb himself said that the creation of MK-ULTRA was inspired by reports of mind-control work in the Soviet Union and China. He defined the mission as an investigation into how individual behavior could be "altered through covert means." He gave this description in 1977 during the Kennedy hearings, testifying via remote speaker from another room. "It was felt to be mandatory," Gottlieb went on, "and of the utmost urgency for our intelligence organization to establish what was possible in this field."
The CIA had followed the trial of the Hungarian Roman Catholic Cardinal Josef Mindszenty in Budapest in 1949 and concluded that the Cardinal's ultimate confession had been manipulated through "some unknown force." Initially the belief was that Mindszenty had been hypnotized, and intrigued CIA officers conjectured that they might use the same techniques on people they were interrogating. The CIA's Office of Security, headed at the time by Sheffield Edwards, developed a hypnosis project called Bluebird, whose object was to get an individual "to do our bidding against his will and even against such fundamental laws of nature as self-preservation."
The first Bluebird operations were conducted in Japan in October 1950 and were reportedly witnessed by Richard Helms. Twenty-five North Korean prisoners of war were given alternating doses of depressants and stimulants. The POWs were shot up with barbiturates, allowing them to go to sleep, then abruptly awoken with injections of amphetamines, hypnotized, then questioned. This operation was in total contravention of international protocols on the treatment of POWs. These Bluebird interrogations continued throughout the Korean War.
Simultaneously, US POWs held in North Korea were being paraded by their captors, alleging that the US was using chemical and biological agents against the Koreans and the Chinese. An international commission in 1952 concluded that the charges had merit. But the CIA's response was to leak to favored reporters at Time, the Chicago Tribune, and the Miami Herald stories to the effect that the American POWs had been brainwashed by their Communist captors. This had the double utility of squelching the charges of germ warfare and also of justifying the Bluebird program.
In fact, US military and intelligence agencies had been dabbling in mind control research for more than forty years. One of the early experimenters was George H. Estabrooks, a research psychologist who taught for years at Colgate College in upstate New York. Estabrooks was a Rhodes scholar who had trained in psychology at Harvard with Gardner Murphy. The psychologist, whose specialty was the use of hypnosis in intelligence operations, worked as a contractor for Naval Intelligence and was later to advise CIA researchers such as Martin Orne and Milton Erickson.
In 1971, Estabrooks gave a chilling portrait of his career in an article in Science Digest titled "Hypnosis Comes of Age." "One of the most fascinating but dangerous applications of hypnosis is its use in military intelligence," Estabrooks wrote. "This is a field with which I am familiar through formulating guidelines for the technique used by the US in two world wars. Communication in war is always a headache. Codes can be broken. A professional spy may or may not stay bought. Your own man may have unquestionable loyalty but his judgement is always open to question. The hypnotic courier, on the other hand, provides a unique solution." Estabrooks related in matter-of-fact detail his role in hypnotizing intelligence officers for dangerous missions inside occupied Japan, describing how through hypnosis he had "locked" information inside the mind of unwitting soldiers, information that could only be retrieved by Estabrooks and other designated military psychologists.
Then Estabrooks described how he and other government doctors developed techniques to split personalities, using a combination of hypnosis and drugs. "The potential for military intelligence has been nightmarish," Estabrooks wrote. In one case, he claimed that he had created a new personality in a "normal" Marine. The new personality "talked Communist doctrine and meant it." Estabrooks and the army contrived to have the Marine given a dishonorable discharge and encouraged him to penetrate the Communist Party. All along, Estabrooks said, the "deeper personality" was that of the Marine, which had been programmed to operate as a kind of "subconscious spy." "I had a pipeline straight into the Communist camp. It worked beautifully for months with this subject, but the technique backfired. While there was no way for an enemy to expose Jones's dual personality, they suspected it, and played the same trick on us later."
The CIA's Bluebird project, which investigated hypnosis and other techniques in the early 1950s, was headed by Morse Allen, a veteran of Naval Intelligence and a specialist in techniques of interrogation. Criminologists revere Allen as a pioneer in the use of the polygraph. Allen eventually became disappointed with the research into hypnosis, and developed a keen interest in the more robust fields of electro-shock therapy and psycho-surgery.
One of the CIA's first grants to an outside contractor was to a psychiatrist who claimed that he could use electro-shock therapy to produce a state of total amnesia "or excruciating pain." Another $100,000 CIA grant went to a neurologist who vouched for lobotomies and other types of brain surgery as useful tools in the art of interrogation. Both of these techniques would later become staples of the operations of one of MK-ULTRA's most infamous contractors, Dr. D. Ewen Cameron.
In 1952, the codeword Bluebird was changed to Artichoke. A CIA report on the project says that, among other things, Artichoke was meant to investigate the theory that "agents might be given cover stories under hypnosis and not only learn them faultlessly, but actually believe them. Every detail could be made to sink in. The conviction and apparent sincerity with which an individual will defend a false given under post-hypnotic suggestion is almost unbelievable."
In one experiment, a female CIA security officer was hypnotized and provided with a new identity. When she was later interrogated, the agent "defended it hotly, denying her true name and rationalizing with conviction the possession of identity cards made out to her real self." Artichoke also explored using hypnosis to recruit high-level political agents and unmask spies and double agents, a particular obsession of James Jesus Angleton, the CIA's counterintelligence chief.
The CIA memos of the time are filled with complaints about the difficulties of finding suitable human subjects for experimental research. "Human subjects" were evoked in the tactful phrase "unique research material." At first the CIA experimented mostly on prisoners, drug addicts and terminally sick destitutes. Details are scanty because Helms ordered all CIA records on the programs destroyed, but much of the "unique research material" came in the form of prisoners at California's Vacaville prison, the Georgia state penitentiary and the Tennessee state prison system. There was a problem, however. In these instances a certain modicum of informed consent was often required. Prisoners could get reduced sentences for agreeing to participate in the experiments. Drug addicts would get cash, drugs or treatment. Informed consent was often a condition in any treatment of the terminally ill poor. For the CIA researchers any type of informed consent was antithetical to their research task, which was to make unwilling subjects talk and covertly elicit cooperation.
By 1952 the CIA's scientists began to test their techniques on what a CIA memo described as "individuals of dubious loyalty, suspected agents or plants, subjects having known reasons for deception." As one CIA psychologist told John Marks, author of The Search for the Manchurian Candidate, a pioneering investigation into these activities in the late 1970s, "one did not put a high premium on the civil rights of a person who was treasonable to his own country." One suspected double agent was taken to a "thoroughly isolated" CIA safehouse in rural Germany, "far removed from surrounding neighbors." The man was told that he was to undergo a series of routine medical and psychological tests as condition of his employment. According to detailed account in the Artichoke files, the entire operation was conducted on the second floor of the safehouse, so as not to arouse the curiosity of "the household staff and security detail."
The session was recorded with "a special device that is easily concealable" and was monitored by the CIA medical division and investigators from Angleton's counterintelligence division. The subject was brought to the safehouse at about 10:30 p.m. and was given a casual interview that lasted about an hour. Then he was offered a glass of whiskey, which had been spiked with Nembutal. Over the next three days, the subject underwent intense interrogation, while CIA doctors gave him "intravenous infusions" of hallucinogens and placed him under hypnosis. The subject was also attached to a polygraph machine. The Artichoke scientists deemed the interrogation "profitable and successful." They noted that post-hypnotic suggestion had left the subject "completely confused" with a "severe headache" and a "vague and faulty" memory of the interrogation.
Though Bluebird had begun in the CIA's Security division, a contretemps at the CIA station in Frankfurt, Germany caused the transfer of these CIA researchers to the Covert Operations sector of the agency. In Frankfurt, where the CIA was ensconced in the former offices of IG Farben, a CIA civilian contractor - an American psychologist named Richard Wendt - was assigned the task of testing a cocktail of THC, Dexedrine and Seconal on five people under interrogation who were suspected of being double agents or bogus defectors. Wendt brought along his mistress to the Frankfurt sessions and was partying hard when his wife arrived. Amid the ensuing fracas, the CIA's man fled up a cathedral tower and threatened to throw himself off it. Amid these security lapses, the Security branch lost control of research, which now passed to Covert Operations, and eventually into the hands of Dr. Gottlieb.
Furnished with $300,000 from Allen Dulles, Gottlieb started farming out research to characters such as Harold Abramson, Olson's nemesis. In 1953, Dr. Abramson was given $85,000. His grant proposal listed six areas of investigation: disturbance of memory, discrediting by aberrant behavior, alteration of sex patterns, eliciting of information, suggestibility and creation of dependency.
Another early recipient of Gottlieb's money was Dr. Harris Isbell, who ran the Center for Addiction Research in Lexington, Kentucky. Passing through Isbell's center was a captive group of human guinea pigs in the shape of a steady stream of black heroin addicts. Isbell developed a "points system" to secure their cooperation in his research. These people, supposedly being delivered from their drug habits, were awarded heroin and morphine in amounts relative to the nature of a particular research task. It was the normal habit of Gottlieb and his CIA colleagues back in Virginia to test all materials on themselves, but more than 800 different compounds were sent over to Isbell's shop for the addicts to try first.
Perhaps the most infamous experiment in Louisville came when Isbell gave LSD to seven black male heroin addicts for seventy-seven straight days. Isbell's research notes indicate "double," "triple" and "quadruple" as he hiked the doses. Noting the apparent tolerance of the subjects to this incredible regimen of lysergic acid, Isbell explained in chilling tones that "this type of behavior is to be expected in patients of this type." In another eerie reprise of the Nazi doctors' Dachau experiments, Isbell had nine black males strapped to tables, injected with psilocybin, rectal thermometers inserted, lights shown in their eyes to measure pupil dilation and joints whacked to test neural reactions. The money for Isbell's research was being funneled by the CIA through the National Institutes of Health.
Isbell also played a key role as the middleman for the CIA in getting supplies of narcotics and hallucinogens from drug companies. The Agency had two main concerns: the acquisition of supplies and new compounds, and veto power over sales of such materials to the Eastern bloc. To take one example, in 1953 the CIA became concerned that Sandoz, the Swiss pharmaceutical firm for which Albert Hoffman had developed LSD, was planning to put the drug on the open market. So the Agency offered to buy Sandoz's entire production run of LSD for $250,000. Ultimately, Sandoz agreed to supply the Agency with 100 grams a week, deny requests from the Soviet Union and China, and also to furnish the Agency with a regular list of its LSD customers.
In the meantime, the CIA helped underwrite Eli Lilly's efforts to produce synthetic LSD. Lilly, the Indianapolis-based drug company, succeeded in this endeavor in 1954. Gottlieb hailed this triumph as a key breakthrough that would enable the CIA to buy the drug "in tonnage quantities." Such large amounts were not of course required for interrogation: Gottlieb's aim was instead to have the ability to incapacitate large populations and armies.
The MK-ULTRA projects were not limited to research on adults. The CIA funded a project at the Children's International Summer Village. The objective was to research how children who spoke different languages were able to communicate. But CIA documents reveal that an ulterior motive was the identification of promising young foreign agents. The well-known psychiatrist Loretta Bender was also a recipient of MK-ULTRA funds. The author of the Bender-Gestalt used her CIA money to pump hallucinogens, including LSD, into children between the ages of seven and eleven. Many of the children were kept on the drugs for weeks at a time. In two cases, Dr. Bender's "treatments" lasted, on and off, more than a year.
The CIA funneled large grants to the University of Oklahoma, home to Dr. Louis "Jolly" West. West would later go on to head the Violence Project at UCLA, where he and Dr. James Hamilton, an OSS colleague of George White and a recipient of CIA largesse, performed psychological research involving behavior modifications on inmates at Vacaville state prison in northern California. The MK-ULTRA funds pouring into the University of Oklahoma in the 1950s had a similar purpose: the study of the structure and dynamics of urban youth gangs. These studies indicate that from the CIA's earliest days it has had a keen interest in developing methods of social control over potentially disruptive elements in American society.
Certainly, one of the most nefarious of the MK-ULTRA projects was the "depatterning" research conducted by Scottish-born psychiatrist Dr. D. Ewen Cameron. Cameron was not hidden away in a dark closet: he was one of the most esteemed psychiatrists of his time. He headed both the American Psychiatric Association and the World Psychiatry Association. He sat on numerous boards and was a contributing editor to dozens of journals. He also enjoyed a long relationship with US intelligence agencies dating back to World War II, having been brought to Nuremberg by Allen Dulles to help evaluate Nazi war criminals, most notably Rudolf Hess. While in Germany Cameron also lent his hand to the journals. He also enjoyed a long relationship with US intelligence agencies dating back to World War II, having been brought to Nuremberg by Allen Dulles to help evaluate Nazi war criminals, most notably Rudolf Hess. While in Germany Cameron also lent his hand to the crafting of the Nuremberg Code on medical research.
After the war Cameron developed a near obsession with schizophrenia. He believed that he could cure the condition by first inducing a state of total amnesia in his patients and then reprogramming their consciousness through a process he termed "psychic driving." Cameron's base of operations was the Allan Memorial Institute at McGill University in Montreal. Through the early 1950s, Cameron's work received the lavish support of the Rockefeller Foundation. Then in 1957 Cameron found a new stream of money, Gottlieb's MK-ULTRA accounts. Over the next four years, the CIA gave Cameron more than $60,000 for his work in consciousness-alteration and mind control.
Using CIA and Rockefeller funds, Cameron pioneered research into the use of sensory deprivation techniques. He once locked a woman in a small white "box" for thirty-five days, where she was deprived of all light, smells and sounds. The CIA doctors back at Langley looked on with some amazement at this research, since its own experiments with a similar sensory deprivation tank in 1955 had induced severe psychological reactions in subjects locked up for less than forty hours.
Cameron used a variety of exotic drugs on his patients, once slipping LSD to an unsuspecting woman fourteen times over a two-month period. He also investigated the practical benefits of inducing paralysis in some of his patients by giving them injections of curare. Lobotomies were another area of intense interest for Dr. Cameron, who instructed his psycho-surgeons to perform their operations using only mild local anesthetics. He wanted the patients awake so that he could chart the minute changes in their consciousness the deeper the scalpel blade sliced into the frontal lobe.
Nothing satisfied Cameron quite like the use of electro-shock therapy, which he believed could "wipe the mind clean," allowing him to purge his patients of their disease. To this end Cameron developed a dire treatment. First, he put his patients into a prolonged sleep by injecting them with a daily mixture of Thorazine, Nembutal and Seconal. Using injections of amphetamines he brought patients out of their sleep three times a day when they would be forced to endure severe electro-shock treatments involving voltages forty times more intense than those considered safe and therapeutic at the time. This treatment would sometimes last two and half to three months. Then Cameron would begin his "psychic driving" experiment. This bizarre foray in behavioral conditioning consisted of the patients being assaulted by verbal messages played on a loop-feed tape player for sixteen hours a day; the speaker was often hidden under a pillow and was designed to deliver the messages subliminally while the patient slept.
These experiments were conducted on more than 150 patients, one of whom was Robert Loguey. Loguey was sent to Cameron by his family doctor, who believed that a persistent pain Loguey complained about in his leg was psychosomatic. Loguey was duly diagnosed as a schizophrenic by Cameron, which rendered him immediately available as a guinea pig for Cameron's CIA project. Loguey recalls that one of the negative messages Cameron piped into his room for twenty-three straight days was, "You killed your mother. You killed your mother." When Loguey went home, he was shocked to discover that his mother was alive and apparently well.
Linda McDonald was typical of Cameron's victims, who tended to be women. McDonald was a 25-year-old mother of five young children. She was suffering from a modest case of post-partem depression and chronic back pains. Her physician advised her husband that he should take Linda to see Dr. Cameron at his clinic in Montreal. The doctor assured her husband that Cameron was "the best there was" and would have her back home and healthy in no time. "So we went," Linda McDonald recalled in 1994 on the Canadian Broadcasting Company program, The Fifth Estate. "My medical file even says I took my guitar with me. And that was the end of my life."
After a few days of observation, Cameron had diagnosed McDonald as an acute schizophrenic and had her transferred to the medical torture chamber he called "the Sleep Room." For the next eighty-six days, McDonald was kept in a near comatose state by the use of powerful narcotics, and awakened only for massive jolts from Cameron's electro-shock machine. Over that period, McDonald received 102 electro-shock treatments.
"The aim was to wipe out the patterns of thought and behavior which were detrimental to the patient and replace them with healthy patterns of thought and behavior," said Dr. Peter Roper, a colleague of Cameron's who still defends the experiments. "I think this was stimulated by the effects on the American troops of the war in Korea, how they seemed to have been brainwashed."
Linda McDonald emerged from Cameron's care in a near infantile condition. "I had to be toilet trained," McDonald said. "I was a vegetable. I had no identity, no memory. I had never existed in the world before. Like a baby."
Cameron was eased out of his post at Allan Memorial in 1964 and died of a heart attack while mountain climbing in 1967 at the age of sixty-six. But that didn't end the matter. After the MK-ULTRA program was exposed, McDonald, Loguey and six other Cameron victims filed suit against the CIA. The Agency eventually agreed to a settlement, paying out $750,000 - but the CIA still maintains it was not culpable for Cameron's actions.
Anthropologists also got into the MK-ULTRA act. Richard Prince was given CIA money for research on "folk medicine and faith healing" among the Yoruba people in Nigeria. Gottlieb was interested in finding possible new drugs in Nigeria and in the mind-control techniques of Yoruba shamans. Margaret Mead sat with Ewen Cameron on the editorial board of a CIA-funded publication called the Research in Mental Health Newsletter, which discussed the use of psychedelic drugs to induce and treat schizophrenia. Mead's former husband, medical anthropologist Gregory Bateson, was given CIA-procured LSD by Harold Abramson. Bateson, in turn, gave some to his friend, the beat poet Allen Ginsberg. It was also Bateson's stash of LSD that eventually found its way to experiments being conducted on student volunteers by Dr. Leo Hollister. One of his subjects was a young creative writing student at Stanford, Ken Kesey, who would become the drug's chief proponent in the sixties counterculture.
In the early 1960s, the CIA even helped set up a company to scour the Amazon for potential new drugs, the Amazon Natural Drug Company. This nominally private enterprise was run by an old CIA hand named J. C. King, who had headed the CIA's Western Hemisphere Division during the Bay of Pigs and was officially moved out of the Agency shortly thereafter. Operating from his houseboat, King supervised a network of Amazon tribespeople, anthropologists and botanists to bring back new toxic compounds, including yage, the powerful hallucinogen used by the Yanomamo.
In 1954, Gottlieb and his colleagues in the Technical Services Division concocted a plan to spike punchbowls with LSD at the Agency's Christmas party, an amazing idea considering that only a year earlier a similar stunt had resulted in the death of Frank Olson. A more ambitious project was described in a CIA memo as follows "Technical Services Division concocted a plan to spike punchbowls with LSD at the Agency's Christmas party, an amazing idea considering that only a year earlier a similar stunt had resulted in the death of Frank Olson. A more ambitious project was described in a CIA memo as follows: "We thought about the possibility of putting some [LSD] in a city water supply and having citizens wander around in a more or less happy state, not terribly interested in defending themselves."
This was certainly a hazardous time to be at any public function attended by Dr. Sidney Gottlieb and his associates. In the midst of their MK-ULTRA researches, the CIA had concluded that since prisoners had lawyers who might turn ugly, it was probably not a good idea to use them as human guinea pigs. Initially they cut down the risk margin by administering the various hallucinogens to themselves, tripping regularly at CIA safehouses and institutions such as the CIA's wing at Georgetown and at Dr. Abramson's floor at Mount Sinai Hospital. The trips lacked the consciousness-heightening ambitions of the Leary generation, however. As John Marks put it, "the CIA experimenters did not trip for the experience itself, or to get high, or to sample new realities. They were testing a weapon; for their purposes, they might as well have been in a ballistics lab." But the Olson disaster reduced their enthusiasm for self-testing, and so did another mishap that occurred when an unwitting CIA officer had a dose of LSD slipped into his coffee at the Agency's offices on the Mall in Washington, D.C. The man dashed out the building, across the street, past the Washington Monument and the Lincoln Memorial, hallucinating that he was beset by monsters with huge eyes. Hotly pursued by CIA colleagues, he fled across a bridge over the Potomac and was finally cornered, crouching in a fetal position near Arlington National Cemetery."
After these mishaps, Gottlieb became persuaded that the best course was simply to test the hallucinogens on a random basis at public gatherings, or to pick out street people and induce them to swallow a dram of whatever potion was under review that day.
In late 1953, Gottlieb took his black bag to Europe, where at a political rally he primed the water glass of a speaker whom the CIA wanted to render ridiculous. The psycho-sabotage was apparently a rousing success, and greatly encouraged Gottlieb with the potential for similar dosing of charismatic left figures around the world. Gottlieb then gave the green light for CIA station officers in Manila and Atsugi, Japan, to begin the operational use of LSD.
For continued experimentation, Gottlieb now decided to begin widespread testing on the urban poor: street people, prostitutes and other undesirables. He had two reasons: they were unlikely to complain, and there was, he believed, a higher potential that these people could handle untoward side-effects. To oversee this operation, Gottlieb turned to George Hunter White, whom we last encountered testing the marijuana truth drug on Mafia muscle man Augusto Del Gracio. White had now gone back to work at the Narcotics Bureau in New York. He was a somewhat bizarre-looking figure, 200 pounds, 5-feet-7-inches tall and bald. White claimed he was such an expert in physical combat that he had killed a Japanese agent in a hand-to-hand encounter. He was also a lusty drinker with a preference for straight gin.
Gottlieb asked White to establish a CIA safehouse in New York, invite suitable subjects to party there, drug them covertly and then review their behavior. White rented two adjoining apartments at 81 Bedford Street in Greenwich Village. The cooperation of the Narcotics Bureau was secured by a deal whereby the bureau could use the apartments for drug stings during CIA down time. White was guaranteed an unceasing flow of drink, all of it paid for by Gottlieb. The safehouse became a working lab for the CIA's Technical Services Division, fitted out with two-way mirrors, listening devices and concealed cameras. Indeed, the house became a model for subsequent CIA interrogation facilities.
From the fall of 1953 to the late spring of the following year, White hosted a string of parties, inviting a stream of unsuspecting CIA subjects to Bedford Street, spiking their food and drink with chemicals such as sodium pentothal, Nembutal, THC and, of course, what White referred to as "the LSD surprise." White's immediate supervisor in New York was Richard Lashbrook, the man who shared Frank Olson's room on the latter's last night on earth.
White's diary records that Lashbrook visited the apartment on numerous occasions, delivering drugs and watching the human guinea pigs through the two-way mirror.
Connoisseurs of CIA denials should study Lashbrook's performance in 1977, when he was questioned during Ted Kennedy's senatorial probe. Despite the fact that Kennedy's subcommittee had White's records, which documented Lashbrook's visits to Bedford Street, Lashbrook received no challenge from the subcommittee when he insisted that he had never gone anywhere near the CIA safehouse. And not only did the subcommittee have White's diary, it also had Lashbrook's signature on receipts for White's substantial expenses in New York.
In 1955 the Narcotics Bureau transferred White to San Francisco. This didn't end his role as an agent for MK-ULTRA. He simply continued his researches in Baghdad-by-the-Bay. He rented a new safehouse on Telegraph Hill and had it wired with state-of-the-art equipment from Technical Services. This time White's surveillance post was a small bathroom, with a two-way mirror allowing him to peer into the main room.
White would sit on the lavatory, martini in hand, watching prostitutes give CIA designer drugs to their unsuspecting clients. White called this enterprise Operation Midnight Climax. He assembled a string of whores, many of them black heroin addicts whom he paid in drugs, to lure their clients to the CIA-sponsored drug and sex sessions. The women, who were known by the San Francisco police as George's Girls, were protected from arrest.
To further the scientific work, Gottlieb sent out the Agency's chief psychologist, John Gittinger, to evaluate the prostitutes through personality tests and, since part of the research was to evaluate the use of sex as a means of eliciting information, to instruct the women in interviewing techniques.Unsurprisingly, it was soon discovered that the clients were more likely to talk after sexual activity. The content of their conversations often centered on family and work problems - something the prostitutes probably could have told the CIA without any investment of taxpayer money.
All of these San Francisco sessions were filmed and tape-recorded, in another eerie parallel with Nazi research: Himmler had recommended to the doctors conducting the Dachau experiments in cold water immersion that perhaps the subjects be revived by "animal warmth," meaning sex with prostitutes held in a special building at Dachau. The therapeutic sessions were filmed and passed along for viewing by Himmler.
It wasn't long before the CIA researchers carried their investigations beyond the safehouse on Telegraph Hill. CIA men would often go down to the Tenderloin district, visit bars and slip hallucinogens into patrons' drinks. They would also hand out doctored cigarettes. Hundreds of people were thus unknowingly dosed, and there is no way of knowing how many psychological and physical traumas the CIA was responsible for. The CIA did know of several test victims who took themselves or were taken to hospitals in the San Francisco area. But it never assisted in diagnosis or paid any hospital bills, or in any other way took the slightest responsibility for what it had done. In fact, it was in the Agency's self-interest that these people be diagnosed as drug addicts or as psychotics. Some of the drugs being thus furtively administered were extremely dangerous. One of the men in the CIA's Technical Services Division later told Marks, "If we were scared enough of a drug not to try it on ourselves we sent it to San Francisco."
The CIA men organized a weekend party at another Agency safehouse in Marin County, north of San Francisco. The plan was to invite a crowd of party-goers and then spray the rooms with an aerosol formulation of LSD concocted in Gottlieb's shop. But it turned out to be an exceedingly hot day and the party-goers kept the windows open, allowing breezes off the Pacific to swirl through the room, thus dispersing the LSD. In frustration, Gittinger, the CIA psychologist, locked himself in the bathroom, sprayed furiously and inhaled as deeply as possible.
The LSD safehouse program continued in both New York and San Francisco until 1963, when the CIA's new Inspector General, John Earman, stumbled across the enterprise. Earman was particularly galled by the itemized list of expenses, including $44 for a telescope, $1,000 for a few days of White's liquor bill and $31 to pay off a local lady whose car White had rammed. Earman probed deeper, unearthing what he swiftly concluded was an illegal, indeed criminal, venture. He gathered his findings and confronted Gottlieb and Helms.
Helms knew he was in a spot of trouble. He had not told new agency director John McCone about the program, and he double-crossed Earman on a promise to do so. Eventually Earman wrote a 24-page report for McCone in which he harshly denounced the drug-testing program, which he said "put the rights and interests of all Americans in jeopardy." Helms and Gottlieb fiercely defended MK-ULTRA to McCone, with Helms raising the spectre of a Soviet chemical gap, claiming that widespread testing was necessary to keep pace with Soviet advances. Helms told McCone that "positive operational capacity to use drugs is diminishing owing to a lack of realistic testing."
McCone put a freeze on CIA-sponsored testing at the safe-houses, but they remained open for George White's use - with the CIA paying the bills - until 1966, when White retired. As he headed off toward eventual death from cirrhosis of the liver, White wrote an envoi to his old sponsor Sidney Gottlieb: "I toiled wholeheartedly in the vineyards because it was fun, fun, fun. Where else could a red-blooded American boy lie, kill, cheat, steal, rape and pillage with the sanction and bidding of the All Highest."
Gottlieb's colleagues at Army Intelligence were conducting their own experiments with LSD, called Operation Third Chance. In 1961, James Thornwell, a black US Army sergeant who worked at a NATO office in Orleans, France, came under suspicion of stealing classified documents. He was interrogated, hypnotized, and given a polygraph and truth serum. All these attempts to coerce a confession from him failed, but the Army Intelligence men remained convinced of his guilt. They even concocted a bizarre scenario involving the French police, who pulled over Thornwell's car, drew their guns and opened fire as he sped away.
The officers also told colleagues of Thornwell that the black man had been sleeping with their wives and girlfriends: several of these men beat up Thornwell in a jealous rage. Eventually Thornwell turned to the intelligence officers for help in escaping this harassment. They duly offered to put the sergeant in protective custody in an abandoned millhouse. There Thornwell was secretly given LSD over a period of several days by army and CIA interrogators, during which he was forced to undergo extremely aggressive questioning, replete with racial slurs. At one point his interrogators threatened "to extend the state indefinitely, even to a permanent condition of insanity." They consummated this promise. Thornwell experienced a major mental crisis from which he never recovered. In 1982 he was found drowned in his swimming pool in Maryland. There was never any evidence that Thornwell had anything to do with the missing NATO papers.
MK-ULTRA was never designed to be pure research. It was always intended as an operational program, and by the early 1960s these techniques were being fully deployed in the field, sometimes in situations so vile that they rivaled in evil the efforts of the Nazi scientists in German concentration camps. Well-known is the journey of Dr. Sidney Gottlieb to the Congo, where his little black bag held an Agency-developed biotoxin scheduled for Patrice Lumumba's toothbrush. Less well-known is the handkerchief laced with botulinum that was to sent to an Iraqi colonel. Then there are the endless potions directed at Fidel Castro, from the LSD the Agency wanted to spray in his radio booth to the poisonous fountain pen intended for Castro that was handed by a CIA man to Rolando Cubela in Paris on November 22, 1963.
And even less well remembered is one mission in the Agency's Phoenix operation in Vietnam in the late 1960s. In July 1968 a team of CIA psychologists set up shop at Bien Hoa Prison outside Saigon, where NLF suspects were being held after Phoenix Program round-ups. The CIA had become increasingly frustrated with its inability to break down suspected NLF leaders by using traditional means of interrogation and torture. They had doped up NLF officers with LSD, hoping that by inducing irrational behavior, the seemingly unbreakable solidarity of their captives could be broken and that the other inmates would then begin to talk. These experiments ended in failure, leaving the prisoners to became little more than lab material for experiments.
In one such experiment, three prisoners were anaesthetized; their skulls were then opened and electrodes were implanted by CIA doctors into different parts of their brains. The prisoners were revived, placed in a room with knives and the electrodes in the brains activated by the CIA psychiatrists who were covertly observing them. The hope was that they could be prompted in this manner to attack each other. The experiment failed. The electrodes were removed, the patients were shot and their bodies burned. This rivaled anything in Dachau.
The CIA's drug testing and adventures into mind control became the subject of four ground-breaking book-length investigations: John Marks's The Search for the Manchurian Candidate (1979), Walter Bowart's Operation Mind Control (1978), Alan Scheflin's The Mind Manipulators (1978) and Martin Lee and Bruce Schlain's Acid Dreams (1985). But aside from these pioneering works, how did the American press and historians of the CIA deal with this astonishing saga, in which a man such as Olson lost his life, thousands of people were involuntarily and unknowingly dosed with drugs so dangerous or untested that the CIA's own chemists dared not try them? A story in which for more than twenty years the CIA paid for such illegal activities, protected criminals from arrest, let others suffer without intervention and tried to destroy all evidence of its crimes? When the saga did unfold before the Kennedy hearings in 1977, the Washington Post offered this laconic and dismissive headline, "The Gang that Couldn't Spray Straight," accompanied by a trivial story "designed to downplay the whole MK-ULTRA scandal. Tom Powers, the biographer of MK-ULTRA's patron and protector, Richard Helms, skips over the program in his 350-page book The Man Who Kept the Secrets.
"I thought in 1978 when our books were appearing, when we were doing media work all over the world, that we would finally get the story out, the vaults would be cleansed, the victims would learn their identities, the story would become part of history, and the people who had been injured could seek recompense," recalled Alan Scheflin. "Instead, what happened was the great void. As soon as the story hit the paper it was yesterday's news, and we waited and waited for real congressional hearings and we waited for the lists of people who were victims to be notified. And none of that happened."
This essay is adapted from Whiteout: the CIA, Drugs and the Press.
MK-ULTRA: Then and Now
An Analysis of CIA Mind Control
We often hear stories about mind control and human experimentation without really considering the reality behind the phenomenon. As some of you may know, the MK-ULTRA mind control program was initiated and funded by the CIA’s scientific intelligence division in the 1950s till the mid 1970s. The sole purpose of the program was the behavioural modification – or behavioural engineering – of human beings in order to be able to control and enslave them.
Through these mind control techniques, subjects are first “de-patterned” by manipulating their individual mental states and altering their brain functions. This is done through E.C.T (Electro Convulsion Therapy), the administration of drugs, hypnosis, sensory and sleep deprivation, isolation, verbal and sexual abuse, as well as other various forms of torture.
As a result, and as a creative way to deal with extreme trauma, the victims’ brains would develop Multiple Personality/Personalities Disorder (MPD), or more colloquially, Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID); which is when different dissociative parts of a single brain view themselves as separate persons. They are encouraged by their handler/programmer to go to that “happy place” where they cannot feel physical pain anymore. And that is exactly the desired final outcome of our planet’s decision makers – mentally controlled slaves to be used and abused.
There is also more subtle mind control in the form of slow brainwashing that takes generations, and usually the subjects are more or less unaware that any of this is happening to them. This is achieved by playing on the subconscious part of the brain using propaganda, mass media and pop culture to manipulate the masses.
In this two-part exposé, we will discuss several known cases of healed MK-ULTRA/Illuminati victims in order to better understand the horrific ordeals the victims have to go through. We will also shed light and raise some questions on some pop stars who showed/show signs of possible mind control that are worth pondering on.
Let me first refresh you with what MK-ULTRA was all about and how did it come to being.
It is known that Nazi scientists were imported to the U.S right after WW II in what was known by Operation Paperclip. From 1945 to 1955, almost 1000 German scientists were granted American citizenship. Most of them were Nazi party members who had conducted experiments on humans in concentration camps and who had committed other war crimes. Scientists like, Arthur Rudolph, Wernher Von Braun, Hermann Oberth and others ended in the American military industrial complex, worked with the CIA, and started NASA. Their collective work and callous mass control ideology led to MK-ULTRA.
Most of the human guinea pigs used in such experiments were mental patients, prisoners, drug addicts, and prostitutes – or “people who could not fight back” as one officer put it. To be enslaved, it is required that the chosen subject be exposed to abominable torture and treatment methods in order to induce trauma; through which they become dehumanized and “broken down,” hence, ready to be controlled. Through surreptitious use of drugs, E.C.T, and abhorrent abuse, their past memory is capable of being altered. It is also how the programmed mind can later be triggered to be used for specific purposes.
To wipe the brains clean of “undesirable” behaviour, reprogram a new one and create new individuals, the victims would undergo the most vile and inhuman of experiments. That includes being locked in a cage as children and being beaten and raped by monkeys. That also includes being forced to drink their own urine and eat their own faeces. In some cases, the children are initially raped by their fathers or a family member who also happens to be the handler/programmer. Yes, insanely sick to say the least.
Other victims were put to chemical sleep for weeks at a time while listening to repetitive tape recorded messages to cause the depatterning and the reconditioning. Fathomably, many would lose their memory and/or sanity in the process.
A total of 44 American colleges and universities, 15 research foundations or chemical or pharmaceutical companies and the like including Sandoz (now Novartis) and Eli Lilly and Company, 12 hospitals and clinics (in addition to those associated with universities), and three prisons have participated in MK-ULTRA. Most programs within the military industrial complex have zero oversight by congress, and the project which began in the 50s was kept secret and classified for all this time until the late 1970s.
Doesn’t that just show us how powerful the elite who ran the show and who still control our world today really is?
Even though CIA Director Richard Helms ordered all MK-ULTRA files destroyed, but the Freedom of Information Act was able to uncover thousands of related documents. The common disinformation is that the project was officially halted in 1973, and that it “didn’t amount to anything” and was ultimately inconsequential to the CIA. Or so they kept repeating.
127 victims sued both the United States and Canadian governments for unwillingly taking part in the MK-ULTRA experiments at the Allen Memorial Institute in Montreal under the supervision of Dr. Ewen Cameron. This “Memory Thief” had served as the President of the Canadian, American and World Psychiatric Associations, the American Psychopathological Association, and the Society of Biological Psychiatry during the 1950s. Yes, a LOT of agencies. But that simply shows how much MK-ULTRA was widespread.
One of Cameron’s most famous subjects was Velma, the wife of a Canadian Member of Parliament, David van Orlikow who blew the lid on the subject some years later. More details about these experiments are covered in the eye-opening documentary Ewen Cameron, Memory Thief.
Those specific victims – or who and what was left from them – eventually settled out of court for $100,000 each. But, is there really a price for messing with someone’s brain and life so barbarically? And what about all those who never regained consciousness and just “lost it”?
Much later, the United States government issued a national apology about MK-ULTRA while Bill Clinton was in office. Have a look at the Video and judge for yourselves if that really sounds like a true or genuine apology. I believe that this “apology” was part of an uncanny cover story campaign to convince the population that mind control is long gone and that it isn’t used anymore.
For those who want to know more, these vicious crimes against humanity which have destroyed countless lives throughout the years were covered thoroughly in the 1979 book by John Marks The Search for the Manchurian Candidate, and later in 1988 in Anne Collins’ In The Sleep Room: The Story of the CIA Brainwashing Experiments.
Personally, I don’t see any rational reason to believe that mass control has come to an end. There has been growing evidence until today that it is indeed alive and well. Only now that its activities are much more covert than overt and they are being executed by different sectors of the global community. Somehow we all became test subjects. The biological, chemical, and radiological weapons used today against the unwary population are still mostly unknown to us. And if Geo Engineering (Chem Trails), water fluoridation and Monsanto haven’t enraged you yet, or at least raised many questions in your heads, then you’re not paying enough attention and I suggest you start questioning anything the establishment does.
After the initial scandal of MK-ULTRA, the “ones in charge” must have learned a tough lesson and this time they will try to keep it as top secret as possible. The term “MK-ULTRA” may not be used anymore but the ideology is obviously still there. The 13 Illuminati bloodlines, for example, have always believed that it’s their right and duty to rule over the rest of us. So, I mean, it’s only logical that they still believe so and they will do all they can to safeguard, intensify, and upsurge their existing supremacy.
There have been many different names like Projects Bluebird, Artichoke, Monarch and many more that will still be revealed to us in the next few decades. But controlling the masses is certainly still flourishing because simply there is no reason for it to stop. Of course there are different kinds and levels of control designed for different people. That includes individuals chosen because they are linked to certain bloodlines, pop starts and celebrities, or simply the unwary masses as we will see a little further.
It is also only logical to believe that after all these years of technological advancement, the techniques used must have developed exponentially. The controlled today are not necessarily patients but they are individuals with man-made DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) who are living amongst us as a kind of mental slaves. The difference is that present day victims don’t have to be tied up to beds or drugged with psychotropic drugs for months at a time, which may be somehow cumbersome in today’s world. However, they can be mind-controlled using triggers, compact devices, satellite radar system and more enhanced, crazy things that we still ignore.
To better understand MK-ULTRA and mass control we have to take a closer look at those in charge. They might be working behind closed doors, but I think it’s obvious to almost everyone now that they are the ones who truly “control.”
One of the disturbing facts is that a number of those mind-controlled victims are already chosen as infants. Either for belonging to some blueblood of the Illuminati, which is considered “higher” than the rest of the population, and who are willingly offered by their parents to serve The New World Order. Or, like the case of many, they are “acquired” from care homes and poor parents so that they are used as guinea pigs, slaves or sacrifices. Yes, this does happen in today’s world. And if you’re a real truth seeker, you can find out yourself more incongruous, heart-wrenching information with very little research.
For those who are familiar with the Illuminati, the Skull and Bones, and other secret societies, it’s no real secret that they rely on the occult and operate by offering sacrifices — humans and animals. They believe they receive the power of those departed souls which “enter” them upon their death, and take part in ceremonies where they drink human blood and eat human flesh.
They also believe in opening portals between other dimensions and practice ancient and satanic rituals to reach a New World Order — of course with The Rothschild, The Rockefeller and the rest of the 13 bloodlines at its zenith.
Freaky stuff indeed, but it must be somehow working for this hideous, vulturous lot. At least until now or they wouldn’t be religiously involved for centuries.
In fact, they are the true owners of today’s world. Not only do they run the whole show inside the U.S and the U.K from behind the scenes, but they also rule over the world and shape the course of humanity, also from behind the scenes.
Queen Elizabeth II alone owns 6.6 billion acres of land worldwide, which is 1/6 of the world, and which is worth over $30 trillion. And along with the rest of the elite minority, they own 40% of our planet’s resources. That includes the six major corporations which represent 90% of today’s media, the consumer industry and production, the pharmaceutical companies and drugs, the oil, the banks and the whole monetary system, the arms and wars, and the governments and politicians. They also control the intelligence agencies and the “projects,” which consequently make them the ones who truly control the minds of millions of people.
Since they dominate all of the above, there is no reason why brainwashing entire nations wouldn’t be quite the simple task. In my opinion, TV, mass media, pop culture, and other weapons of mass distractions are nothing but more sophisticated, advanced branches of MK ULTRA which have, slowly but surely, infiltrated every aspects of our lives.
That said, by studying the patterns around some of today’s celebrities and how they came to being, we realize that, someway or another, they too must be part of all this mind control insanity. We’ll talk more about that in Part Two.
We should once again ask ourselves why would the experimentation which have been going on for ages cease? Is it because of Bill Clinton’s apology perhaps? And why would the Illuminati and the likes would suddenly stop wanting to dominate and control even more? That’s just basic common sense here.